its been a year without us being friends like we used to i miss you so much you were my safest person ever and i would always run to you whenever anything happened i loved how close we were and i remember how we became best friends and we always were with each other and never left each other’s sight even on weekends we would always facetime and sleep on call so we know we were safe when i had to the the scariest thing of my life you were right there on the phone with me making sure i was okay you were always there for me and i hope i was always there for you i loved how we could tell each other everything with and without making fun of each other everytime we had to talk about something we would go to each other we would cry together we did everything together untill you thought i would pick a relationship over you i would never, you were my best friend ever but then it went wrong when you misunderstood and i wish i could go back in time to fix that and when we became friends again you had already had another best friend im glad you did but it just reminds me of our old times our friendship wasnt the same when we became friends again then we just stopped talking again i really wish we were still friends as if today but we arent everytime i see a video about friendship i think of you because of our memories together, we had no secrets, we kept nothing from each other i miss that i remember how youve never heard of roblox and i introduced you to it and we would play together all the time now playing it hurts especially alone, everytime i play it i think of you it sucks, sometimes i wish i could move on from our friendship but its hard a 3 year friendship i cant get over, we told each other we’d stay best friends forever, we didnt stay best friends forever and i wish we could. i still remember from the day i met you we became close and closer and we just got glued to each other and never left each other’s sight, it was funny and fun how we‘d have to get moved by the teacher and we never got sat together because everyone knew how close we were you were my best friend, we were inseparable but then we became separable. one time you told me “i wont always be here you know“ and i said “well you will i know you will but ill start learning how to do things on my own“ and we just laughed, then you werent my friend anymore when you told me you didnt want to be friends anymore it hurt, i cried for a while wishing to get over it but i couldn’t and i recently saw an old video of me and you and couldnt help but laugh and cry, our memories are so dear and precious to me and you were my favorite best friend i ever had, i wish you knew this was about you but obviously you dont and wouldnt, im glad your happy now but of course you will have the special place in my heart because youve always helped me, i seriously miss you so much and our friendship it hurts knowing one day ill have to let it go and our friendship will one day be gone forever because this memory im holding onto is on its few last strings before i forget everything about us so im making this to get over a couple things and its nice i poured my heart out to this because im not able to talk like this anymore, not after we stopped being friends. -
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